Can't Name The Pain

Wish to cut deep into my skin,
Past the bones and intestines,
To my inner layer of blood and marrow
To take away my pain tomorrow
Wish to drown inside the water
Were even sound does not bother
To hear my heart beat slower
To sleep in a tub forever
Wish to burn my body
To diminish my physical property
To rid the flesh and my brain
So I may never love again
I wish that I was not born
With a heart body or soul
So I could not comprehend
How it feels when love ends
But I choose to stay somehow
Though my heart is on the ground
My soul it cries tragedy
For it fills of vacancy....

This poem is about: 
Me

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