you know that family i built. 

it all came tumbling down.

when i made up a lie.

 and i opened up my mouth.

but i knew no one would believe me.

because it was all just a big ole lie.

and now im stuck with the question in my head of why.

i feel so ashamed. 

for the mistakes that i made.

i wish i could change.

but theres no way out.

i wish someone could see me for who i really am.

but when i try to explain they just dont understand.