Butterfly of Samsara
It’s okay
for an erratic
like moi wrapped tight
in a creature essence,
back-hitched and twisted,
bent fisting hummocks
of bless-ed contempt.
A run-on forms
roundhousedly
amid whispering mists
and redtail hawk feathers,
omening,
“One lip
ahead the next,
and again, infinitum
should you dine
on psych’s
sorrow meds.
Rise up now or die,
butterfly of samsara!”
I battle
brain death
in schistic ways,
it’s a recrudescence
of esprit.
Mus Porcellus scripts
writ to suppress a god’s
surreal me –
a partial product
of PTSD,
variable genetic
and inherited heretic
mispositionalities.
So I walk
on my bones
of soft howlite,
directed by olfact
of river running
its current course;
it’s too often muddied,
at times bloodied
course, tangenting
pithy notions of
axing autocratic clouds
with butterfly wings
to wave hell
away.
A mostly black
appaloosa,
weaving tails
in feral foothills
by teeth,
morse codes
via ears in Nez Perce,
“Dirt shame if a shotgun,
a chaw on suicide;
voids escrow
stored in pink fruit
of left behind minds.
Your final dessert,
a letdown savour
of Hiroshima."