i push everyone away
i try to keep them close enough to stay

maybe i'm a masochist
maybe i can't bear to see people i love in pain

i think if i keep them too close
i'll scar their souls and their brains

i push them away
i hold them close
i'm a contradiction
i dare not fix


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