and so i screamed 

i screamed until my lungs 

couldn't take it anymore 

my eyes were red

my cheeks covered in tears

i didn't know how to get over 

this kind of pain

i wanted him

i needed him

my heart yearned for nothing 

but him

not knowing what to do

or what to say 

i cried to myself 

until i fell asleep

just so i could do 

the same thing

tomorrow