I hate you for not understanding

I hate you for not asking why

I hate you for not responding 

I hate you for making me cry

I hate you for for being a bozo

And not telling me what you do 

I hate you for always having me up late nights waiting for you

I hate you for never changing

I hate you for saying you will

I hate you for making me realize you did all of this for a thrill

I hate that I fucked you 

And that I wasted my time

Overall I hate myself for not knowing you were never mine