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I've never loved someone that makes me feel this worthless before.

I've asked you to end it, to just leave already, you finally speak up and say 'no'.

But there you go again, doing the same goddamn thing.

 

How many hits can one take before they finally break into a million pieces?

How much pressure can one take before they're crushed into tiny dust particles?

How much hate can one take before they hate themselves?

 

I've never loved someone that made me feel this worthless before.

I've never fallen so hard, so fast.

I've never trusted someone so easily.

 

I should have listened to them.

I should have believed what they said.

I should have accepted that people don't change.

 

I shouldn't have listened to you.

I shouldn't have believed that you could change.

I shouldn't have given you the chance that you begged for.

 

How much longer can I last?

How far will you drag this out?

How much longer will you do this to me?

 

Why can't I just end it?

Why can't I just tell you 'no'?

Why do I let you make me feel this way?

 

I wish I knew why you hate me.

I wish you knew how I felt.

I wish I knew why I hate me.

 

I've never loved someone who could make me feel this worthless before.

I'd ask you to end it, but I know you'll just say 'no'.

But there you go again, doing the same goddamn thing all over again.

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