I wanted to kiss her lips when I was 13

 

cover the mouth

suffocate in silence

 

kill the feelings

strangle the thoughts

 

afraid to breath

a body needs air to funtion

 

fear silences me

fear hides me

 

escape the fear

behind angry walls

 

tears douse the fre

I don't understand

 

don't want this

suffocate in silence

 

I wanted to kiss her lips when I was 13.