The Blade
Location
I run to the blade
and it's promise of sweet relief.
The kisses it leaves
upon my thighs and wrists
let the pain inside leak out.
You say I need help
or you laugh and jeer
at these beautiful scars
but it's you who causes this pain
one so unbearable,
that the blade is my only friend.
I'll run to the blade
for a blessed release
and pain only I can control
and only the blade can bring.
The pain you leave doesn't matter anymore
because this is a pain I can control.