Black lies
i have a dirty conscience
lined square with my heart
and with each breath i take
it's always the next i regret
i need you more than the air in my lungs
i'm bleeding
my antidote from afar
i dream of meeting you. again
i'm screaming
they ignore the words that are said
and punish me for speaking
i'm breathing, i'm sorry
i'm not what you asked for
but sometimes the best suprizes come that way
not with a pretty bow, string, tied up nicely
no, i am not a gift you can return
and i am not mercyful
i will continue to walk my path
towards a destiny you cannot control
i will continue to lie,
my beautiful lies
i will bleed the truth, cuz you cannot see it
i will die
then you'll see
if it wasn't for you i would've had the cure
then you will see all the scars you were blind to
cuz everytime i tried to tell you, you acted like it was nothing
i believed you
and i will never go back to the hell i was in
cuz now i know what it's like to live
and i love you, but i also love him
now i hate you, and i also hate myself