Big Kids Now
Yesterday we were babies
Then our skin was clean and our eyes
Wide
minds not yet knowing
our voices not yet strong.
We saw only the movies
pretty girls and pretty guys
taunt chins and knowing smiles
smiles we didn’t know
we wanted though
In our heads we were giants
but really we were small
we expected a lot
but barely got anything at all
Pacified with excuses
Distracted with shiny things.
We thought the vulgarity was normal
Uncomfortable justs the style
We gained more than most
Most don’t have much
No one took anything from us
We gave it up
penny wishes melted to copper
The copper turned green.
The green was something we needed
But it was taken for empty dreams.
We ran into the ocean
Salt spraying our faces
expected a hurricane
got only a splash
We come away with fading memories
we go with a faint stomach ache of
unfulfillment.
With all the advertisement
You’d think it taste better
but youth is just salty
With a little bit of sugar.
We spent years
compromising ourselves our dreams our hopes our morals our integrity our desires for what?
drops of memory
that will melt into the sun.
As we face the night
Not alone but afraid
Uncertainty looms
But this time
With less hype.