Best Friends Forever?
I’m so sick of biting my tongue
Walking on eggshells around you
You and I used to be so close
Now I can’t even stand you
I want so much to let you go
But we’ve been friends for so long
That if I let you go now
I would be all alone
You only call me or text
When you want to brag or complain
I’m so sick of being your go-to
When all you see is rain
You say you want to hang out
But then you say you have to cancel
You’re always so hot then so very cold
You’re really too much to handle
Why can’t we just go back in time
To when we were five years old
And *NSYNC was our greatest joy
Both wanting to be Britney or Christina
Saying we’d be friends forever
Well, forever has come, and you’re down on your luck
If you think I’m going to stand here on the sidelines
Watching you make mistakes with guy after guy
What happened to us being on the same side?
You say you want me to succeed, but then say I’ll probably fail
You were always so nice, then you chopped off your hair
You got a tattoo, a piercing
Personality disorder, everyone screams it
But I ignore them because I don’t want to see it
You were my best friend since we were five
Said we’d be together forever as long as we were alive
But something in us died
After that last guy broke your heart
You went off the deep end
And now I’m sitting here, waiting for you to come back
So we can go back to how it used to be
I wish to God that I had the guts
To get off my ass and wish you luck
To say goodbye, but I really don’t want to
After all, you’re my best friend
Or at least you used to be