because I loved you
you
talk to me with an open mind
open arms
open heart
it helps me
I
talk to you with an open mind
open arms
open heart
it helps you
this was ideal
this should have happened
this never happened
I did what I could
and you didn't
you never did the same, yet
my arms were wide open, but
yours were
only around yourself
wait
yours
yours were around me
so tightly, so tightly
I couldn't breathe
you kept me as yours
by your side
and I didn't realize
you told lies
you used me more than three times
why didn't I open my eyes?
you said you loved me
but
you didn't love me
love is certainly not what you gave me
you didn't try when I cried
your mind
your arms
your heart
were closed
I trusted you with everything
and you?
you trusted me with nothing
we were supposed to talk
we were supposed to love
we were supposed to trust
we were supposed to do it all
together
none of this happened
none of this will ever happen
what happened was never okay
and that's why I didn't stay