I was told never to care what other people say,
I was told never to think about mindless things,
I was told never to lose control
Too bad, I've done all those things
I have cared for what a single person has said
I have thought of mindless things
I have lost control
All for the same person who told me not to
Is this love?
To disobey reasoning
To show light on a dark subject
To live enough to be real
Is it love to hate me for it?
To look upon me a scowl as if I'm unfished work
To turn you noes in disgust like I am below you
If you would only look closer you'd love me like everyone else
If you believed, you see me like everyone else
But, because you told me to never care about what people think
I shall ignore them to
Isn't that what love is?
As you see me, I shall see myself
Even if it's wrong
Isn't love sacrifice?
Because I have sacrificed who I am to be what you want
And I now fear my love is not enough
Because you do not look at me with love like I thought you would
You do not see me but, see a mess
Your the only person in the world that has ever matter
And in this moment you look to me like a village rat
If the only person in my world cannot love me
How can I love myself?