Because I Love You
Because I love you, you knew I'd give it all
I'd take out my own beating heart and hand it to you just so you'd say you love me too
The sound of your voice or the smile on your face made my heart quicken and my cheeks burn
Your hands were the only familar thing that I knew
And the reasons I loved you are beyond unhealthy but I loved you too much to care
I ignored the pleas from my friends to leave it alone and maybe even walk away
But I can't... because I love you
Because I love you, I didn't love myself
I thought what I was wasn't what you wanted so I became something else
I was starving for your affection
Literally and figuratively
I only needed you
I only wanted you
You made me feel like I was worth something only to steal that feeling away and make me hollow
Because I love you, I let you love someone else
Because my pain didn't matter as long as you were happy
I couldn't be what you wanted me to be
I couldn't bend myself anymore backwards to meet the standard that you held for me
I couldn't become who you were
Because I love you, I walked away and left you with every piece of my heart
I had to rebuild all that you took and find satisfaction in something new
And it was because I loved you
That I now know how to love my myself because you couldn't love me
But I will always love you
Because you made me who I am
You broke my weakest self and made me anew
Becuase I loved you