Because I Love You
"Because I Love You"
Was Her reason, Her cloak
"We're surviving, not broke.
Be grateful." No hope
For those too young to know
That Love is a rope,
To help or to hang.
Tied to Her, sharing each pain,
The meaning of Love ingrained
Like the tattoos He wears,
That They both once shared.
Now They only share me,
Neither wanting to see
Her eyes,and Her stance
Mixed with His nose,
and His hands.
"Because I Love You",
He says to His prodigy.
Christmas,new toys,Disney
is how He shows His Love to me.
Eighteen years of flight,
Me towards Him,
Him away from me,
Jealousy from me
Towards a New Her.
Another lesson learned,
That this version of Love
Is all that I deserve.
Twenty Five years,
Three therapists,
Two jobs later...
Living alone feels much
Safer.
No Them, just me.
All the weeping
From one source,
A sad young woman,
A shell of remorse.
No intention to continue
To Twenty Six,
Awaiting the train
To cross the River Styx.
A summer eve in June,
My departure arranged.
You sat by my side,
My meaning of Love
Had changed.
Some time close to now,
It still seems strange how
One person, just You
Can make the night more blue,
Make the rain feel warm,
Pull the stars to My grasp.
Just You, no one else
Stands up to the task.
No ropes hold me now,
Only bindings of trust.
No Her, No Him, No Them
Just Us.
A house,some cats,
A future now near.
My dreams, My fears...
All of Me, You hold dear.
"Because I Love You."
You say.
I have no doubts, it's true.
Needless to say,
"I Love You, too."