Beautiful scars
If you have someone else please tell me because I’m starting to get that feeling I always get before they fail me please don’t use me
And if you’re looking for a soul to hurt
please don’t choose me
and if you already fooled me here’s your applause for when I wasn’t looking cutting me deep with your claws thankyou for adding to my beautiful scars and thank you for leaving me after taking me this far
tell me what was the purpose of your presence
you left me starving like a peasant
I guess I never learned my lesson
I ignored the pain you gave like in my name it wasn’t already engraved
like my minds I didn’t turn gray
like how I had to fight myself to stay
tell me why was my heart that’s who are you used to play you didn’t even carry gently
you claim it wasn’t intentionally
But I remember you holding my heart in your hand
And you squeezed it tightly
if I didn’t listen to your command
now you tell me if that wasn’t deliberately
you had me under torridity
yet I still loved you unconditionally and all I asked for was some consistency but no you let me bleed slow and you didn’t care to cut my wombs deeper if only my heart had a Beeper if only my conscience had a speaker you had me thinking you were made from the freezer
Iguess when it comes to love your a non believer
because your heart so cold tell me the story that’s untold the one that made your heart no longer worth as much as gold
But Wait I think there’s something you should know
I am getting tired of the show although I loved your disguises
But now it’s my turn to be decisive
I can no longer ride this train
I am not this peasant
I am royalty
I am the reign