Em tells me, "don't let them say you ain't beautiful/ They can all get fucked/ Just stay true to you;"
A role model;
Your words are my model
belief in your own self beauty is what the brain struggles for filtration
I've made plenty of mistakes within this life
Repentance and a chance to earn forgiveness is my strife
I know that my inner self beauty will shine
Because I refuse to accept complacency
Yet, forgiving myself and recognizing nobody is perfect
is an inner decision I need to accept;
I was on her lilly pad, and I lept
And the pain is the only thing I kept.
I should remember the happiness we shared
And you say you lost interest, but I know ya care
I'm not a monster for making a mistake,
Even if its me you don't wanna retake.
"Don't let them say you ain't beautiful,"
Damn right, Em
I know inside I am beautiful
I will forgive myself,
I will see you again
But right now I'm on the shelf.