I refuse to be the one in the corner keeping hidden in the dark with the moon at my back 

So I stand in the light and watch the sun burn my face 

I won't accept rejection at the fate of the sky

So I reach for the heavens

I can't accept that my day has already been made 

So I plan a new one 

And cultivate new promises in every way 

Like deciding centuries from now that I will not tire of sappy love songs and lovers who love at their own risk 

Showing everyone it's not about the one night stands

Because waking up each day is a new wisdom to right every wrong 

Teaching yourself that loving you isn't the worst wrong 

Though these qualities are sometimes tough

That being said I taught myself a few things from this fall

That it would get better

Later on &&

To have a beating heart is to stay strong