My own worst enemy is dark and out of control is out of hand and is eating me alive. I’m afraid of what it can do it power huger and want stop growing. It want me gone it will do anything to take over my life drag me away from my friends, family and everyone to I been dealing with him most of my life and not many can see him or even now he there they think I’m crazy. The truth is that I’m my own worst enemy what make me my own worst enemy he know my thought, self doubt  and everything else he now my weakness my pain he is my nightmare that does not go away when I open my eyes he there 24/7 and does not go away. I fill him slowly taking over day by day second by second I can’t stop the clock.  I’m less of myself the beast inside of me has almost taking over I cry for help they do not listened to it too late and it over.