The music slowly fades as I fall asleep.
It happens almost every night; It becomes a nightmare.
I now lay there, terrified to sleep.
But also terrified to be awake.
Which is better? Being awake or asleep?
The memory in my mind makes me feel numb.
I feel weak, helpless.
To think being awake will keep my from nightmares
But my reality has become a nightmare and now the question is
when will I wake up?