Applying For Scholarships At Work

Late at night

sipping coffee

bleary -eyed.


Can't take anymore

of these endless searches.

My computer screen

it dances

it blurs

as I blink.


My life.

All it comes down to

is this:


Class, work, class.


Squeeze in a nap.


Apply, Apply, Apply

Need the scholarships, 

all the grants.

Any and all assistance

that I can get.


So that I never

never again 

Have to work

every night

21 days in a row

and go to class 

and take my exams

and work




Help me, 

I'm drowning.

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