It has been awhile I know.
My heart has been hurting and my bones are becoming dry.
I’ve ignored your cries, I’m sorry.
I have focused on other things - thinking about you hurts too much.
Maybe lying to myself wasn’t smart.
If you were here right now we would feel differently.
I’ve made one too many mistakes,
I regret every moment that lead to the day I lost you.
Cutting ties was a bad idea.
Let us go back and feel the way that we felt.
Heartbreak has left my veins dry.
My lungs are giving way and I can’t live with your absence.
I’m sorry for the way I acted.
I am so sorry, you were my everything.