Anxiety
Damn, How I wish I could speak the wors from my mind
Sealed away with no key, the horrible truth hidden inside
Bullshit with lies, torments me every day
Oh God why?
Must the secrets eat me alive, but keeps my heart beating high
My soul casts a brightly diminishing light
And few can see, the real and only side of me
Because I forgot the key, while alone there is no need
I can’t breathe as I cower anxiously
I am losing myself among me
Blind as a bat staring dead on into my memory
As it consumes me every one and each
Closing me eyes and grinding my teeth
The world crumbles down into the gasping black hole beneath
My brain drowning in a vast dead sea
Nothing else matters but me
In this damned universal feat