Anxiety
Anxiety is wanting your life to be over but at the same time being scared to die
It's like I'm trapped on this bad h ride which is my life
And I feel like I'm bout to fall out but I'm caught by a thread
so Im not really going anywhere
Doctors want me to get a grip of reality so they give me med
Hoping that it could work like super glue sticking me to a mind set that is suppose to be "normal"
I'm trapped but I'm free trapped in my thoughts but yet roaming freely in the dark
Anxiety is not knowing what you need to know
To be able to say what you need to say
Being able to explain how you feel without out the scare of the ones you love trying to disappear
Anxiety is trying to cling on to the little faith and strength you do have to be able to get out of bed
Even though you know that something bad will happen regardless of how many times you pray
Or how many positive thoughts you put into the universe or how positive you think that you are all together
Anxiety is getting scared and checking every 5 minutes to see if your heart's still there because you feel so empty
That your body becomes a few pounds lighter not physically but mentally
Anxiety is feeling like soon you will misteriously become history
And the life you have endured will be a crazy messed up mistery
Anxiety leads to depression and depression lead to death so i guess we can all say
Anxiety is Murderous with a very silent wept