Anticipation is killing me
I start doing things nervously
Anticipation, Love slows me down
Our situation becomes diffent; cause you got someone else now.
I never want to make you juggle hearts or keep the new in the dark.
But, I'm kinda curious how these new roles play....
Will or can you place me at the top of the new day
Yours...Anticipation turns to nervousness as it turn to fear
Wondering if the future is just an end near
The past stirring up thrills
Reminiscing brings chills
I'm thinking about you and the way you make me fee.
Passionate, yet disturbing.
Memories so delicate that it becomes unnerving
Questioning can we be friends again?
Confusn, daily my stronghold loses grip. Taught my body to breath lies but my lips still
retain your kiss... I CAN'T
Still love you and believe in you, can't fathom life without you.
But here go again, doing the most.
Understand, that its just anticipation haunting our misconnection like ghost.
-Johnathan C. Whitworth Sr.