Envy carressing my every move
As soon as I get free there is always a different need to prove
Sweating, stressing, and epileptic, from all this magnitude
Sinister thoughts screaming from these demons that intrude
Praying for a minute of their silence
I can't explain it so I just write it
Just another way to escape but there's handcuffs so I just fight it
A world so close minded never dare to sever the line of being simple
Now every thought, truth, worth is tearing at my temple
So much bottles up that I begin to lose my respiration
Steady breathing seize; every word determines its relation
In the end we are all just different patients
That checked with different pains and different complications
I lay awake at night, "eventually there must be peace?"
But how can there be peace when there are two inside of me?
I look into the mirror such a look of confusion and illusion
The face I bare is just a story with no conclusion
Me, Myself, and I ; the soul and smile that I miss
To live a life of honesty
I guess just ins't worth the risk
The burden of this task
Slowly slipping through my grasp.....
To show after all this time what's hidden behind the mask