And we remain..
It's no one's fault
Probably not even mine
It comes back every once in a while no matter how far it disappears
Comes back in the wind.. In the smell of the nothingness
It brings back tears to the mind before the eyes
It's gentle yet harsh.. As if trying to baffle
It got me thinking what have I done.. Where have I gone
It teases till I'm no longer concious.. Then I start to enjoy it till im addicted
Maybe we pretend we want to find what we're looking for so bad
Maybe we create things to look for just to lose it all when we don't find them
Only then we'll dare to do what we fear of doing.. Losing it
Have a moment of freedom we think we deserve after dealing with the evilness of life
We poor people deserve to punish life.. We think
Its funny how we got everything justified
Its funny how lonely we'll never know we are
It's all present just to remind us with the sense of truth.. The truth we can't bare to feel
But we hear it in the sounds and voices.. We taste it in the food and in the kisses
Still it doesn't make sense to us.. Still we fear..still we're cowards.. Still we're helpless.. Still we're the same.. And we remain..