At first, I hated you so
But I guess I just didn't know
That later in life,
When I would face so much strife,
That the both of you
Would be the first thing that I would turn to.
Despite my tears,
And all of my fears,
I love how you make me feel
And despite the fact that both of you prevent me to heal,
I honestly don't care.
My concerns are no longer there.
You can call me crazy
And truth be told, things are getting hazy.
But I just want to be thin
And to fit in,
And what's wrong with that, it's not bad.
So don't be mad,
It's what I want to do.
Please don't judge because you don't know what I've been through,
And the fact that saddness is my addiction,
And it's a serious condition
But don't try to change me
Since this is how I choose to be