Americanization
I’ve lost my dignity
I was born an Israeli jew
Now here I stand before you
An American
Don’t get me wrong Americas great
It’s the fact that im no longer Israeli
That’s what I hate
I’ve lost everything
Blips of my childhood memories fly by
Can’t grasp them, no matter how hard I try
I’ve lost my sense of the culture
Israel is now a whole different world
And the thing I most despise
Is when I realized
I don’t have an accent anymore
You see,
My accent is absent not even a fragment remains
I tried to retain but my mother tongue became
So turned and twisted almost like it never existed
Like my native spirit is being restricted and afflicted
By this linguistic language good Samaritan american
That reminds me that I have now become an Anglican
A slippage a shrinkage of my heritage
Left is just a vintage image, it’s sacrilege
I deserve to remember where im from
The only remainder is this American English eardrum
I barely know my own language anymore
I used to have this advantage way before
Cause the ladies love a man with an accent
I’ve become boring, base, no longer a reactant
I used be the foreign esoteric handsome guy
Now I’m just another generic bright white guy
I can no longer say that I am truly Israeli
I’m completely American and it pains me
To say it out loud in front of whole a crowd
I’ve lost my dignity and I’m not proud
It makes my grandfather sad
It makes me mad
To know I lost all that I had
That I can’t do my country justice
The Israel in me has become a discontinuation
I have gone completely gone through, Americanization