ambition
It kills my fear.
It tells me what I need to hear.
Ambition makes me tired and ill,
but I cant decide if having it is worth the effort still.
Of course it is because without it I, I mean we, are nothing.
Laying on our bed forgetting why we started
and every ounce of us is bleeding yelling for a project.
Some knowledge to acquire,
some prespire to aspire,
and last and uncertainly least.
some grey soul to lift higher.