Behind this face reveals another mistake
From true beauty hidden by folds of uncertainty
The smile once on my face, prevails to be inside in another place
Not in my mind, not in my thoughts just on my face while my insides rot
The laughter, the joy is a cover for the feelings no one has discovered
It’s dark, cold, and alarming while the outside gleams bright and un-harming
Where did my thoughts tremble, where did my thoughts sought to go
How the insides so eager to glow
When I’m on my own, do I dare to remember what made me feel so alone?
I walk past and forget the rest
For when I’m alone I am a mess
But when I’m with you my dear, I’m at rest.