Another bad day

And no one understands.

They think I’m pissy.

They call me a bad friend.

 

I tried to explain

That I am depressed.

I am sad and I am irritable

I’m small dark mess.

 

I pleaded for them to stop

The annoying sounds they made.

I got angry when they didn´t

And anger turned to hate.

 

They just kept on going

While I had stopped and stared.

Maybe they hadn't listened,

Maybe they hadn't cared.

 

All I know is that I was hurt

And there was no one there.

It really hurts when your friends leave you,

While you are tired and scared.

 

I am anxious and depressed,

A sleep deprived mess.

I just want things to be right!

I’m almost out of fight.

 

And the one person who understands

Left me long ago.

It really hurts me now,

And the hurt always shows.

 

It hurts to feel alone!

All that’s here for me

Are these poems!

 

I don’t understand

What’s wrong with me.

Why do the good friends

Always choose to leave?

 

Whatever the reason

The effect is the same.

I suppose I won’t be alone,

Someday.