being in a place that is not familiar to you

can be  bit scary

but as soon as a smile appears

or a simple wave

it makes everything better

time goes on and you meet great friends

and well...

you are happy

suddenly,

you don't see those poeple anymore

you tried looking for them

and they are no where to be found

back to sqaure one

so you meet new people again

and you are happy again

but then

they told me to stay away from them

"do not get involve with them"

"It's for your own good"

WHAT!but why this all of a sudden

I feel like happiness has been taken

away from me

I shed a tear

but when they see me

instead of asking,

"What's wrong honey?"

they just

chuckle and say,

"Are you really crying for them..you are pathetic"

so what if I am.

I do not know what to do

I try to be alone

but now they come to me

and I can not tell them

to go away

I don'tknow what to do

please someone help

would I stay or be..?

Alone