Have you ever felt alone, Like no one cared, like if you picked up the phone, thered be no one there, like if you cried for hours but your tears magically disappeared. It fucking sucks. Imjust looking for something tangible, for a person on the other line, for a shirt to soak up those tears. For a man that would love me as a creature. For my life to be shared with someone worth staying up all the fucking night just thinking about it. For him to be mine but not as property, like a piece of my heart just broke off to make room for this one. The one but not just a person to share mterials with and confirm all the fucked up shit this world of ours is but to think beyond that. To dream of shit that makes no sense that actually does seem right but no one gives a fuck.