people ask me,

angel, what is it that you need?

what is it that you say your missing so badly?

all i say is one word yet none seem to understand a word i speak 

the one thing that i need to live, yet have lived without at times,

a figure to hush and console me when i let out a cry,

I woke from dreams of my bliss ignorance,

maybe its just a fantasy,

where i dont need welfare

maybe it was me that caused it,

all the fighting and the hurting,

tried to kill myself crying

because i didnt want to be a burden 

one day when i dont need problems with this thing 

called 

Family.