All I Can Do Is Fight

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I find myself torn,

not real sure which way to turn.

Who to believe,

or what to think.

Should I trust my feelings,

or should I stick to logic?

This is becoming too much,

I fear I may soon erupt.

 

When left turns to right,

and up to down,

When right is wrong,

and the truth becomes a lie,

reality is false.

 

What am I supposed to do?

I feel alone,

afraid,

lost.

 

Will anyone hear

my silent cries for help?

Is anyone listening?

Does anyone care?

Can anyone see through

my fake smile?

Or the tears I hide?

 

I know I'm strong,

but I feel weak.

I'm fighting,

fighting hard,

I won't give in,

I won't fall,

Again.

 

All I can do,

Is take it one step at a time,

To get through this day,

and survive till tomorrow.

To look forward,

and not look back.

Wipe away my tears,

put a smile on my face,

and continue to fight.

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