My friends all disappeared when I need them the most. Every thing I have went through, I've been on my own. I'm scared to get close because everyone always leaves me all alone. The only place I have left to run is my own home.

I shut everyone out and my mind is full of doubt.

My heart breaks a little more everytime the memories flood through my mind. Love is really all I'm longing to find. A love so sweet, tender, and kind.

I'm standing by myself in crowded place and losing my mind in silent spaces.

All I have left is a heavy heart without a beat to feel and a miserable need to feel healed.

I want to breathe again and my chest not collapse but every time I try to breathe It's like an instant fucking relapse.