I talked to you till 2 am 

and still felt like I didn't say all I could  

I tried shoving you away 

apparently not hard enough 

because you felt the slight give as I pulled away 

the chink in my armor 

and now your here to stay  

so welcome down the rabbit hole  

try to keep up  

with the current rate of disaster  

the insanity of the downward  

curve the spirals   

if you don't get lost  

turned wrong side of the here and now 

then I think maybe  

you can stay  

in wonderland  

with me.