Would I do it again?

I want to say yes.

I want to say I wouldn't change a thing.

But, is that really true?

Could I really do this all over again?

Am I strong enough?

Is anyone strong enough?

To see the pain,

the anguish.

Once was hard enough.

Could I go back?

Change things,

make things better.

Or would they be worse?

Is that something I can risk?

Yes, yes it is.