After Thoughts

I waited up for for you. No answer 

But it's cool.  

I needed you. To show me you were here show me that you care 

Show me that everyone gets busy sometimes so there's no reason for me to start 

I start loving you hating you round and round like a merry go round 

Please don't marry me 

I start falling in and out of love with you 

My feelings going up and down drastically like a seesaw

Enjoying things while we're high but one of us has to go home 

One of us has to get off 

Do you get off on me feeling down 

Do you think of me when she's not around 

When she's not around you become my play thing 

I tease you and taunt you the devil has me on strings

Lusting after you 

My pride not caring 

Envious of anyone who has you. 

I'm not good at sharing 

I'm good at crying and letting (not) things go 

As long as you're happy there's no reason for you to know how you tease me taunt me like the devil has you on strings 

Have me lusting after you 

My pride not caring 

Envious of anyone who has you. 

I'm not good at sharing 

I'm not good at sharing my thoughts 

But just know I've always waited up for you 

Quit blowing me off 

But it's ok I just need to learn when my heart says stop. 

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