Afraid
Afraid.
Body tingling, breath quickening
Pulse racing.
Thrown into the world,
-A world that believes it will all be
OK.
Go to school.
Get your education.
Walk the beaten path and you’ll be
JUST FINE.
No one tells you what it’s like.
When you are finally truly
Alone..
No one can prepare you for the
bills that pill up on the table.
Overdue and unpaid.
The tests you have to pass so you can
Get your education.
The long nights of work that
barely make ends
meet so you can live,
Live closer to those jobs you really want.
Those dreams you can taste but cannot
Touch.
No one there to help you but
Yourself.
Will you beat the fear?
Fear of never
Never getting that job.
That dream you walk through in your sleep..
The dream you are happy,
SUCCESSFUL.
But you are always working,
Always studying.
Always struggling.
To be no longer
Afraid.
To wake from the dream and realize
It’s no longer a dream.
It’s your life.
Only its not.
Not until we let go of the fear.
Unafraid.