Soon as I hit 20
I asked " do I have enough money"
Will I find someone to love me
Will I meet people above me
Did I fully live out my teen years
Not living is upon my biggest fears
Am I suppose to have a planned out career
Isn't life suppose to become more clear?
I go out with my friends with no money to spare
Talk to my siblings about memories we share
Am I afraid life is moving to fast
Am I still wanted in my younger past
But I'm living, I'm living free and beyond
Now that I control myself and my arguments aren't wrong
Rules, restrictions, it's now up to me
Because I'm 20 and I'm living cluelessly free