It will never stop. The good for you's and AA chips and abstinence do not mean a thing. You have the power to decide what you think is right.

Do not succumb to others in more powerful positions than yourself. I am not advocating a manic suicidal pursuit to end this quicker. I am just saying that suicide will not solve anything. Gods know I have tried.

You will be right back here in this world with us. Karma, reincarnation, past lives, synchronicity is all real.

Stop lying to yourself and become aware.

A mind seeking drugs for enlightenment is a sign you are on the right path.

Just don't get lost.. and ask others for help

Don't get lost