No, look, i’ve gotten better don’t you see?
“You need to change.”
What was so wrong with just being me?
“Anyone can do it better.”
“You reek of jealousy.”
Does it matter?
“Just to you.”
Hiding behind a brick wall,
Climbing higher as each second goes by.
Sometimes I wonder why I even try?
I’ll never make a difference.
My self-doubt is my own demise.
It’s everyone else’s fault,
I have a wonderful life, i should have endless glee.
Sadly, i’m held back by the constant struggle
“I hate you.”
I hate me.