The only way to describe this pain

When it gets to you

You start to go insane

The only way you think to get rid of this pain

Simply by letting your thoughts just go astray

Then they come back

Sometimes worse than before

You ask yourself

Was I like this before

 

You start to doubt yourself

Even when proof abides 

But you just can't accept that thing

You call a lie

The truth

 

It's hard to accept

Sometimes you don't

You go on about your life

With no chance to gloat

Of how you were really meant to be

Because you keep saying "I'm just me"

But you say that with your smile hidden from me

Me as in yourself

Cause that's who your lying to

Everyone else should love ya just for doing you

 

You start to doubt yourself

Even when proof abides

But you just can't accept that thing 

You call a lie

The truth