I wish I always had you I wish I knew you maybe then I wouldn't be so lost maybe then I could trust I wouldn't have to be so sad all the time yes I am getting to know you and I love the way you are I hurt for the young me cause dad was all I need one like you would of been great the thing I seen the thing I am a shame to say what happens to me cause you weren't around an yes I have you know it ease the pain but I still hurt all the same I think you get it the same maybe I be different maybe different isn't what I need but I am glade I know you now a letter to an absent father who show me no one perfect but don't give up on love cause sometime there someone out there who will love you and put in time to