I dont hate you,
As much as I wish I could.
You have taught me many lessons,
Including how to make love, hate, despise and let go.
You brought me many joys,
Two new kittens, a new adventure and one amazing love
You broke me,
And you broke my family.
You took my family and crumpled it,
Like paper thrown around by an artist.
You came into open arms,
But you left me with a hole in my back,
Filled with financial burden, depression, endless tears and loathing.
I don't hate you,
But god I wish I could so I can let go and move on.
I hope 2018 is better than you.
A lost little girl,
Unsure about nothing.