12 Months of More
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January started strange
Touching, kissing, brand new games
Led to silence too loud to hear
What a welcome to the New Year
Next, February found
Losing a friend but gaining all around
Grades, money, skating, friends
My life continued after I thought it would end
In March, a trip so fun and pure
Brought my spirit back for sure
Dancing in the Disney night
Watching the sky explode with light
April led me to volunteer
With a show and group that I hold dear
The middle school musical reminded me
Of how theater made me who I want to be
May gave me a chance to lead
To see my creative sprit freed
But down I dived when I felt
My effort and trust was squelched
In June was when the fight began
No time to feel, just battle demands
Left alone, no matter how I felt
My friends, my family, needed my help
July a rush, a blur, what a time
Too much emotion to put into rhyme
What I thought was the start and end of a love song
Was what it felt like to be used, led on
August arrived and I felt the need
To write, do math, visit, read
No more time to cry or grieve
Now I have to preform and succeed
September, and the race began
Skating, squad, play, band
Bouncing around like a ping pong ball
I knew, I know I can do it all
October, and I was losing steam
Apply, apply, what's this line mean?
Almost there, I'm sure I can make it
Friends don't care, but I don't think I can fake it
November now, almost 18
I'm worried my friends now think I'm just mean
Old scars opened, rubber band that snapped
Will they stay with me, after seeing me attack?
December soon, old projects coming to an end
Will I find myself with any friends?
Party, Project, have to wait and see
Waiting is near impossible in a year of me.