Marriage
I love you….
Even when I say I don’t
I need you…
Even when I say I don’t
I respect you…
Even when I fight, and hit and cry and throw myself at you like you just tried to end my life
I feel you
I feel you when I sleep
I close my eyes and when I wake up
I see you…
I see you every day…
Even when I say I get tired of you and I want to run away I look back and…
I see you. I see you crouching down and looking lifeless
I hurt you.
In more ways than one I have hurt you
I hurt you when I told you I hated you.
I hurt you when I put my hands on you.
I hurt you every time I say I’m tired of you
I hurt you every time I say I’m done.
But I need you…I need you more than life itself.
I need you in my life like I need your body next to me in order to fall asleep.
I’m sorry.
I’m sorry.
I’m sorry for the hurtful words
I’m sorry for the pain I’ve caused.
I love you, yes, I love you.
Do you believe me?
Or have I lost every chance you ever gave me?
I broke our trust, I broke our home…
I broke your heart.
But I need you.
I love you.
Do you still love me?